18. Canadian through and through.supernatural controls my life. still in shock from the hug misha gave me 5 months ago.tspeak to me. i dare you.
One more day and then I’m home to my darling and I thought maybe I should share our story…
It all started when one day I was ditched by my friends with a total stranger with a fast little car who was the nicest person on the planet at 11 o’clock on a thursday night. I took a chance and agreed to zip around with him for awhile. it was the best decision of my life. For eight hours we drove around and talked about life and family and love. I spoke of the guy I had been seeing who at the time was a gem in my books and he spoke of the girl who he was falling over himself for. Eight hours later we sat in a Dennys and our eyes met for a second, the first real glance either of us could steal, and in that second we both looked away and smiled. We knew then and there, but we were too stubborn to admit it. He dropped me off an our later, both of us feeling pretty guilty and not sure why.
Our mutual liking of each other came at an awkward time and so after a long discussion we both agreed that we didn’t want to burn any bridges over a feeling that neither of us could really comprehend….
Darling, I’m so happy that we were able to look past the initial attraction and instead become such close friends. There were days that you were left missing your girlfriend and you needed cheering up, and I was always happy to jump in your truck and rip around dirt roads blasting Luke Bryan as loud as that old chugger would let me…. and when I found myself hurt by my so-called “gem”, you were there to cheer me up and help me forget the asshole I thought I liked… and when the day came that you too were left completely broken hearted by someone who you thought you loved I refused to leave your side for days.
The day you lost your love, we sat in your apartment and laughed for hours at the irony. We had agreed to stay with our significant others because we thought that whatever is was we felt in that Denny’s at 5 in the morning couldn’t possibly outweigh the loyalty we had to our relationships. That two strangers couldn’t possibly have stronger feeling for each other than people who had known each other for months. And yet there we were, broken hearted, alone, and still standing by each other. That was the night we said suck it to everyone and took our own chances. We had been hurt enough and everyone who didn’t want us together (our friends, family and exes) could piss off for all we cared. We spent two weeks attached at the hip, and then I was on a plane… gone for 30 days.
We may have rushed into our relationship in a lot of ways but I’ve realized that no one could treat me like you do and only think of me as the rebound girl. I’ve definitely come to terms with the fact that past is past and no one can change how they used to feel.
I miss you sweets, you have been my rock for the past month and I can’t wait to come home to you. We made it darling, we made it. <3